Hemnath's space

                HUMAN AND ITS CHOICES 
     Doesn't matter? If we were originated from africa. isn't it like a joke, oh man i am from nepal,  i used to say. if i go to the origin of the man. i  find, i am a morden ape now. isn't that true? our some behaviour like an ape till now.
The pin point question  is that  "what  have changed me  to be distinct from that chimp",which is the mother and father of man . more deep i go.  found that i have been started from the tiny microscopic point.
According to the theory of big bang our universe expode and scattered particle become galexies which are aparting till now. The sun is also a part of that big bang, it is  self explode and gives nine other giant particle we call them planets and other tiny particles dusts
now come to earth mother of all living and non living thing here, the thiking of  every one is that earth is very hot. Then it cool and make clouds and rain and made the oceans ,rivers lakes and glaciers all things the atmosphere of our earth was very
dense first and many gases were there then froms a difinitive comfortable atmosphere then life came to exist first made mithane then made protein then becomes life in the form of the algae .    
     Now its the point of billion of the years ago.
 i laugh.....its the begining of me? oh holy god yes scientifie proof says thats the begining of me, the tiny point made me. Now trillions of points were  in side me working togethere synchoronizingly.......what a puzzle..lets go to the main story, then algae forms the life and differentiated the living things in to
animal and plant. several millions and billions of years after all animals in earth have been evolved
       Let's  come to our age. our gene is 98% simillar with the gene of chimpange. thats mean we are 98% similar to that chimpange or what he..he..sudden some thing strike me and my mind. I started to search for that my mind limit is only the normal general human beings'
mental ability. it choose the result that might be sure the result of that whole question arising in my mind.lets back to point ape's were harbivorous,tetrapedal(four foot),they were habitat on tree and what makes them to think about the lant and bipedal walk
that ape, who had started to stand bipedal he might be a galleleo of that world.  he can stand on two legs instead of four or that the choices of their necessary for food. and austrelopithecus who can stand passes a
series of the decades millions of years to learns some thing. its disfigures it self in the name of morden ship in chimp's language. we must be a dirty things so always they laugh at us. what happen over a time mans cranium enlarges and brain enlarges?
thinking and thought also also widen. many mans says that we only uses our 6% of our brain in a maximum limit.lets take a mathmatic calculation our brain volume is 1800cc and the six percent of this is the only is the 108cc so the chimp's brain also some like
345cc aroud then why he cant do the things man can do. according to therory of evolutin he have to grows his brain almost sixtime to do the function of the 180cc brains function.
       Let's go to the choices the human made choices or we can't say nature made choices.if nature can choice it would destroy human as soon as possible.Nature can't do so it have its rules but human choices dont have rules like a bigbang it can scatterd every where
and every part every subject of the nature. it can make the element to the exact particle and transformed to any thing. the  way man do its choices makes possible. is it studied the nature and do exact what exactly nature do in a simple way and perfect way
choices started with the wishes first human makes wishes of being stood up on his two legs.he definately stood up although it tooks him many thousands years.
        so if we want to be some things in our life we should MAKE WISHES AND MAKE CHOICES ACOORDING TO YOUR HEART DISCISIONand start to do as chips' did million years ago .....
                                        AFTER ALL WE ARE MORDEN CHIMP........98% SIMILAR WITH ANCIENT CHIMP 

WHAT TO SAY

 

 

 

what to say

what not to say

questions in my mind

always  these kind

overfluous thoughts

going i between

reality and un-reality

 

 

 

vitality is being lost

should find at any cost

what happen is only past

just not give rest

find the answer

which is best

transient feeling

in a gloomy evening

 

 

what a coincidence

you me and they

we are in circle

its not just a miracle

for life to tackle

your feeling at all

 

 

not to intensify

the pain in a heart

just to justify

the feeling in a heart

over thorugh all memmory

its just hurt...

 

 

its all i have to say

its all i have to tell

mere words of life

with little shape and size

you can try to forget

what these just vocalize......

 

SOME WORDS WITH NO.........

 

 

two parts of coin
always together
but never gona
see each other

 

days and nights
always comes
one after another
but changed forever

 

sun and moon
fight never
for their existance
like two enemies
separated by fence

 

fight is fight
dont take any revence
winning is winning
it makes happy in any sence

 

 

happy and surrows
comes in life
one with flower
another with knife

 

one gives you smile
another makes
you sad generally
it's the truth
of life actually

 

seeking and finding
showing and hiding
makes you confused
it would be good
when you totally refused

 

 

just a moral things
which mind brings
in a sences with
time goes from
here and there......

 

 

jokes with no laughing
poem with no heart touching
music with no refrecing
medicine with no healing
happiness with no chilling
just like my poems with no feeling

 

 

so stop read it
go with bare feet
and sleep for a while
write as the worst poet
you have met ever ..............ha ha .......

 

NOTHING

 

 

now time has came
this is not the same
ideas you find
plans you make all kind
just for sure
you are always here
doing for nothing

 

 

steps should be upped
to measure the distance
from  the far sight
with out movement
couldn't get anything
defence you make
revenge you take
just for nothing

 

prosparity of life
with a pen and a notebook
writting somethings
in there some worthy words
with full off meaning
but no body understands
that's mean nothing

 

illusion you create
trusted to some fate
in a second gone
like a evening sun
with out light
and without fight
there you gain nothing

 

every time feeling get blue
sky in it with full of clue
you make to understand
you fake and  pretend
what you are not to be
and taking turn to see
there you sence  nothing

 

 

with mere coincidence
life has gone
tiny sprinkles of electricity
travelling in the mind
you will find person of all kind
just think for a while
all these words for nothing..........